Thursday, February 16, 2012

All of History Deleted with One Stroke

MK Ultra~Muse

Ah Muse!  Quite possibly the best band of this decade (though they've been around since the 90's).  Alright, so quick update then down to business.  A lot of things have happened over the last few months, some great, some good, some bad, and some terrible.  Needless to say I've been a very busy girl.  I aced my classes last semester, surprising me really because that was one of the hardest semesters I've ever had, and this is my second time around in college.

The person I used to care for is no longer living with me.  She is doing well, at another relative's house.  Which also means I have more time for me.  Which also means, I have a lot more time for me.  (What the Hell am I going to do with all this free time?)  This decision, however, did not come to be before the spring semester started, and I did not register simply because that was a lot of stress on me during exams, and thinking everything would stay the same, I choose to take the semester off.  In essence, giving me way way more free time.  More free time than I could possibly imagine!

My boyfriend and I broke up.  It is fine, during the end there, I could barely spend any time with him because my family required the attention, and him being younger, I simply think he couldn't understand.  Though before we parted ways and as a birthday gift he pre-ordered the MMO Star Wars.  In which I got quite addicted to during the late nights when I did not have to watch anyone.  I found a great guild and great people that embraced me fully and I am quite happy there.  (It's not a hardcore raiding guild, though we do raid so I still have free time)

I kind of stopped writing because I guess I just needed a break thinking.  I had (and I think I still have to) figure out what makes me me.  After so long of caring for someone else, what they like, what is in the best interest for them often forgetting about what is good for me, and so I did a bit of soul searching.  I think that's good to do every few years or so anyways.  After thinking about who I am, and what I am, what do I want to be and how I can start to change my life into a positive direction, I believe I am finally on track.  Though I don't want to give up writing.  It is one of my biggest passions, reading and writing.  And I know my stories really want to be told, (they won't shut up in my mind!)

So with that, I am going to fire up my novels again and blog about the heart-ships that I endure while writing those said novels.  I hope that my experiences that I had and that I will have will help inspire at least one person to finally write their novel.  For me, knowing someone else who has been there helps me a great deal.

And with that, I would like to welcome myself back!